Geburah Shalom
The whole world is turning Red. Red with Blood. Red with Anger. Red with Hate. Even my Tears are turning Red.
I can’t stand it any longer. But there is no way out, if I want to complete this spin on the Wheel of Karma in vain hope that my efforts will be rewarded in the Lands Beyond the Veil, then I shall endure till the end. Perdurabo. Isn’t that what….?
So I find myself on the road which the Frtr before me took, almost as if knowingly both of us understood the manner in which this Path would crush and deform us, yet still the ultimate prize is too tempting to forego. Even Alan knows this. Behold I was once as White as snow and now I am Scarlet and Delirious. Fraters’ next Crimson Priestess, an idol of an Eon born of Holy Fire and Sulphur.
I shall not give in to the rage that threatens to suffocate me with a fiercer passion than any transient encounter could ever surrender. It will pervert and warp me, and still I shall endure.
I can hear the Horses howling as the time of reckoning draws nearer. Every man, woman and child will have to account for thine own regrets; my regret is that I might be too late to stop the resurrection of the flames from within.
‘YOU are your own judge and jury, within YOU dwells the ultimate Abyss. Tame yourself and Know Thy Self. If you succeed you will not need to Die any longer, intact and whole you will extend beyond this frail veil of mortality and sorrow’.
And so I endure. And so Today is Geburah and Hod follows and leads the way. Mercy after that, submerging into Love. Shall I tame these passions too?
‘Why of course you shall!! You Must!! The prize is invaluable, the Crown is within reach’.
I close my eyes and stretch, this is all too much. To concentrate the Universal Principles of Order and Chaos into 42 possible states of dynamics and force is just Lunacy, best off done on a Monday.
